Exams!!

Tomorrow is the day we take exams and I cant lie I am so worried. I am the worst test taker ever known. I try my best to choose the correct answer but I always seem to second guess myself. I hope tomorrow will be a success for me all I ask for is a passing grade. I think I will do good and I should because I have been studying so hard and like I said before "Hard work pays off".

HARD WORK PAYS OFF!

Its getting close to the end of school and kids are starting to act up. To be honest in my opinion this is the time to tighting up. Exams, MSL's, Vocats, and EOC's will be here before we all notice and not only all these test summer as well. I am not as worried as most people because I have confidence in myself. I also have good grades and only two test to take which is the MSL and a Vocats. If I joked around and made failing grades I would be worried but I didnt I have taking my senior year very seriously and you know what they say "hard work pays off".

college!

So today I decided to do something I should have done a long time ago. I finally took the time to go down to the guidance counsolor and talk about college. I was a little worried because I didnt think I was gonna have any help as far as money wise and of course I was wrong. He gave me a list of colleges to do a little research on and I am more than proud of myself.

This Weekend

This weekend was great I really enjoyed myself. My best friend and I pretty much spent the whole weekend together. I don't know how I can actually bring myself to stay with her that long because when I stay around a person for to long I will get aggravated with them. We did a lot together and even went clubbing on Saturday night we had a blast I could do it all over again!

   

PHOTO ESSAY 2

A Final Embrace: The Most Haunting Photograph from Bangladesh

• http://lightbox.time.com/2013/05/08/a-final-embrace-the-most-haunting-photograph-from-bangladesh/
• garment factory building collapse
• This makes me feel awful you can tell in the picture that both people loved each other dearly and both died together.
• The photo that this website display makes you actually feel sad and even brings tears to my eyes to know the calls for help and the pain from being crushed.
• The copy perfectly describes the picture it tells the day this tragic happened what time it happened and what happened.

Determination!!

  







These last couple days have been a challenge. It seems as if I'm starting to become nervous just thinking about the exams scare me. I always become a little up tight when it comes down to the end of the year. I am not a very good tester I tend to become feeling overwhelmed and faint. I think my problem is that I second guess myself and I am very in decisive. I hope everything works out for the best because I have my mind set on graduating that's all I'm worried about. I certainly sure that I will walk across that stage with a smile so big I could light the whole room.

PHOTO ESSAY 1

 

THE HIDDEN WAR IN THE CAUCASUS

• http://lightbox.time.com/2013/04/29/the-hidden-war-in-the-caucasus/#24
•  After Islamic fundamentalist war occured it caused bloody insurgency in the neighboring Caucasus republic of Dagestan.
• This makes me feel really bad to be honest because they are people just as I am and they are not being treated like they are.
• The pictures play a huge part in the story because it shows the sad and sorrow these people went through which gives you a better understanding.
• There is a little paragraph under each picture. The copy is effect life because it uses words to describe the feeling of the ones who have lost people and how much of a struggle trying to survive is.



27 DAYS!

The days are flying by fast only 27 days until my graduation date. June 8th here I come I am so overly excited that I cant help myself but to brag. I did 12 years of my life in this place called school  and I don't know about everybody else but I am proud to say I did it. I can almost promise you that I'm gonna cry because its been so hard for me here in high school but the tears that will fall will be tears of happiness.

Who Ever Knew? (READ!)

       

Chocolate Candy Bars : Sounds good  and taste even better  did you know that in almost every chocolate candy bar there are six insect legs. Manufactures without bugs would be to inexpensive. The FDA allow a specific  amount of animals, bugs and insects into food. This cannot harm the human body if it did it would not be allowed.

 Money : We all like money and if we have a job we make it as well. But you didn't know that US dollars was not made out of paper. US dollars is actually made up of 75% cotton and 25% linen.

Lipstick and Nail Polish : All girls wanna have nice nail polish and the pretty color lipstick that shine bright and leave your lips looking fantastic.I am sure you didn't expect your lipstick and nail polish to contain fish scales. The shimmery effect you get on your lips from lip stick or nail polish comes right off the scales of a fish. This shimmery is referred to as pearl essence.

Indecisive Issues...

I am a very indecisive person therefor when it comes down to decision making I am not your girl. When I graduate I really am unsure about what I want to do. I have done a lot of thinking about careers after high school and I got it narrowed down to five. The five I have narrowed it down to is military, registered nurse, criminal investigator, lawyer or a physical therapist. All careers that I have listed i can certainly see my self doing. I don't have much time to decide but I rather take time then to go into a career unhappy I want to truly be able to say that this career is for me .

Losing A Life... (Poem I Wrote)

When someone you love is gone.
You cant stop.
You must move on.
You'll sit around waiting by the phone.
Until you realize there is no more you.
What am I to do when I cry.
Long nights wishing my eyes would dry...
Remembering all the time we spent.
Hoping to talk to someone and vent .
You should smile cause life goes on.
He may have past but now heaven is his home.
Rest In Peace Grandad....

Early Mornings & School Issues....

I absolutely hate having to wake up in the mornings for school. waking up is really annoying especially after a long night. My problem is every night is a long night for me because I cant make myself sleep at night. I have to be up and getting ready at 5:00am and most of the time I am never up. Almost every night I go to bed past 3:00am.

This morning I missed the bus can you guess why? I over slept and what makes it all worse is I have to walk down two full streets before I get to my bus stop. I feel like the whole one bus stop per neighborhood is ridiculous. If we as a school could vote on that all will favor being picked up from the closest street available.

In the beginning I was gonna drive to school but then I thought to myself "why pay to park?".
I feel like since I am a student at RMHS why should I have to pay? I feel like if i can go park at a mall a store or a restaurant and not may I shouldn't have to pay at a school that I attend every day make sense right? Every one is entitled to their own opinion I just wish I could change things around just a little bit.

The Big world

Only a couple more school days and then its over! All the hard work and stress is all over! I cant really explain how happy I am right now. Time is ticking by so fast its almost like this is all unreal like I'm living in some sort of fantasy or something. Graduating is gonna be a huge event for me it really didn't hit me until I was talking to my mother last nigh about college. Although stepping into the big world is a little nerve recking for me.

I know there is gonna be a time in life where I am gonna have to stop asking and depending on mommy for everything, just didn't imagine it to happen so fast. Before I know it I will be out in the real world living without mommy and daddy and its just now hitting me and its hitting pretty hard. I cant lie I am ready to Graduate I'm sure anyone in  school will be ready to graduate why not right? I know I am gonna enjoy not having to wake up early in  the mornings running, missing the bus, and coming to school to work. Me personally I don't think i will miss RMHS but I am definitely gonna miss the people there. I am sure that everyone will be going to different colleges and we may not see each other in a while although there is ways to keep in touch but its not the same as seeing one another.

My parents on the other hand is very excited probably as excited as I am. My dad never had the chance to graduate so seeing me walk across the stage will be a blessing for him. I had always wondered why my parents was so hard on me when it came to school. He just didn't want me to follow in his and my mother footsteps and end up pregnant or dropping out of school it was only for the best. At first I didn't think I would make it this far but I'm glade I did I am proud to be in the class of 2013!!!!

my past weekend

This weekend was not the best. My weekend was not bad at all it was just not exciting as usual. I kept my little cousin Zaden all Friday we had a ball. He is so energetic it doesn't make any sense, but I love him like no other.

Saturday I decided i would spend some alone time in the house and actually stay in. Although I really wanted to go clubbing and to the after party I stayed in, I did enough of that last weekend. So it was pretty much just me myself Pebbles (my dog) and lifetime movie network.

My best friend Paris and I was suppose to go to the movies Sunday but her allergies was acting up. She sounded as bad as my grandad did when he was horse, and trust me it was not cute at all! So instead of going out with her I went out with my cousin J.R. we went to go see EVIL DEAD in the movie theater. The movie was great but was not as scary as it was said to be.

After the movies we decided to Wall Mart to buy a laptop and made other stops along the way. I didn't return home until 1:00am which isn't to late for me. When I came through the door i could her my mom snoring so loud my dad stop sleeping and woke up. I told him why i was so late then he let me off the hook. Eventually i took me a nice shower and went to sleep.

                 
       Zaden                          Best friend Paris                Pebbles              JR and Zaden

music is love

 

music is love

Music has always been a major part of Kadijah and has always made a huge impact on her life. Singing is one out of three  talents that Kadijah had love the most and unfortunately, as a nineteen year old girl she had it. When Kadijah was a little girl she use to wait until her parents left the house so she could wear her mother hills and perform in the mirror, as if she was in front of a crowd on stage with a brush as a microphone. Kadijah always wanted to try out for talent show auditions but she has always been a very shy person and cant seem to get her self in front of a lot of people. Yolanda Canady (her mother) thinks she have a beautiful voice. She says that she sings just the way her mother did who is now gone but was in the choir of Light Of Peace Baptise Church faithfully. Cynthia Hinton (her aunt) said her voice also reminds her of how beautiful her mother sung every Sunday.

Inside and Outside Of School

Inside and outside of school I have two different personalities. I am more into my work in school while outside of school I am a party girl. Don't get it twisted I do have a sense of humor in school but I try not because it gets the best of me at time. This year in school I take a lot more serious then my past years because I am currently a senior! By that being said you may understand why I am so into my school work, I mean I do have to GRADUATE. Outside of school I am a hard worker. My parents does not always have the money to give me what I need and want so of course like any other person like me I have to work for it, but hard work pays off. Outside of school I pretty much live like any other 19 year old girl would. WILD AND FREE but not to wild all though I am a risk taker.